Murray HiLL

yo check it, I've been in murray hill for the last 2 weeks, Terrible. either way my stint with jersey is nearly over, i shall be heading back to the city, however only to take a flight to chicago on sunday. Chi city should be a good time.

Summary of current events in my life:
none.
the highlight of my day involves playing soccer with my lil cousin and his neighborhood. i feel like billy madison.

actually i have been exploring some new music, which ain't too bad, check out www.pandora.com

Tiesto - Love comes again(feat. BT)
don't give up - chicane(not new at all, but such a great song!!) this album is one of the best in my opinion

Anyways in the spirit of hilarity, hindi movies still crack me up beyond no believe. I dunno if anyone has seen Bluffmaster or the songs, either way seeing Abishek Bachan acting like a gansta is quite hilarious, although i must say priyanka chopra could have a successful future as a chick in music videos.

Everytime i watch hindi movies i get angry for some reason or another, 1) the dudes are usually horribly ugly and i feel that i could be a better actor, or i'm just jealous cause they got beautiful girls on their arms, probably the latter. 2) american-esqe music is so horrible that i feel i could put together better tracks in my sleep. Seriously i could probably take a dump on a piece of paper and come up with better lyrics.

Either way i'm never going to do anything about it, so i might as well just not watch hindi movies altogether. i'm yet to really figure out my subconscious anger towards indian people. that is altogether another thesis to write out. If any of you ever read my xanga you may have gotten some of my previous theories relating to my insanity. xangaid mahavinyl_nripa. I actually had an audience, primarily due to the fact i did nothing at my summer internship like 3 years ago. Scoured the internet for hot indian chicks and posted their pics, I'm talking style and grace, not the garbage pics that most desi people consider nice. There again i'm hating on desis, dunno why, do i think i'm better than them....

I'm a prick what can i say. I'm turning into a bastard clone also.

a desi yupster in manhattan, a suit in the morning, a black shirt and shiny shoes at night, $20 drinks i don't really want, but want to order. Talking to brown golddiggers interested in my car and where my apt is. This isn't life, its manufactured consumerism

I'm out. I'ts official, no more phoniness. TIME TO BE REAL.

peace i'm out of here, seeya in chicity, home of mass hysteria

Raja Yoga

You may ask what that state would be in which there is no mind, no knowledge. What we call knowledge is a lower state than the one beyond knowledge You must always bear in mind that the extremes look very much alike. If a very low vibration of either is taken as darkness, and an intermediate state as light, a very high vibration will be darkness again. Similarly, ignorance is the lowest state, knowledge is the middle state, and beyond knowledge is the highest state; the two extremes seem the same. Knowledge itself is a manufactured something, a combination; it is not Reality.

- Swami Vivekananda

manHATTAN

Movin on up ....
to the Upper East Side

Yes you heard me, my new pad is at 82nd street between 1rst and 2nd ave....sadly closer to first, but i don't give a shit cause its in manhattan.

Anyways the job starts ont he 24th, movin' in sometime within the next week or so, gotta figure out what i'm bringing.

This is going to be great.

Lessons

Swami Vivekananda is the man.

Neither memory nor consciousness can be the limitation of existence. There is a superconscious state. Both it and the unconscious state are sensationless, but with a vast diference between them - the difference between IGNORANCE and KNOWLEDGE.

Concentration of the mind is the source of all knowledge.

The mind is not the body, though it is matter in a finer form. It is NOT eternally bound by the body.

He whose senses rule him is worldy- is a SLAVE.
****i am screwed

You cannot be a yogi if you talk much.
****once again, screwed.



i will continue to add profound thoughts that i come across, these are just a taste of what i've been reading. The mind yearns for something deeper. Superconsciousness is something i think in ignorance was seeking through other mediums of sensory entertainment.

i'll keep u up to speed on my mental enlightenment, i'm still bound by my senses towards the new m5...sucks

Lattice Quantum Chromodynamics

You have any idea what that is??? well its the future of quatum physics, check this out. It's pretty nuts.

In other news, i learned how to put spin on a bowling ball yesterday... bet you can't do that!!

I don't have much to say as my life is quite boring, i am working from home and i can't drive.

2 WEEKS!!!


cheers.

starry eyed surprise

Well i am like 87% right now, meaning that I can basically do everything i want to do, except drive a car. I will most likely be at work this coming week, although someone will need to give me a ride as i do not want to walk the 20 blocks in the freezing cold.

the futuristic, shagtastic, smelly feetistic Dr. Pal is coming to town today. Well Beantown, but close enough, i think we can all breathe a sigh of relief that Dr. Pal is going to Med school.

Anyways the sun is shining, and the weather outside is warming. I'm going to go bask in the sun in my living room.

Vertigo is slowly becoming my bitch. yea..thats write.

Vertigo

Vertigo is the culprit, i no longer have nausea which is a good sign. Anyways the ideal intention for this blog was my plans for becoming financially independant and not to have a boss. So i am back in that direction. I have with the help of my colleague crushed skipiphany and where it is going. To develop an entire electronic component is way to difficult for us at this point in our lives.

What type of comany is easiest to develop...no overhead and low startup capital... SOFTWARE...the best part is that we can outsource projects of this nature. So ideally nothing more than a couple hundred gees.

what type of software or service or content. a virtual company is easy, no product.

gotta figure out the service needed for the future. wireless makes the most sense

sickness

i've never been sick like this, I don't even know if i'm SICK. This is kinda nuts, but i've got the dizziness like a drunk person but i didn't drink yesterday!! Dr. Pal thinks its just dehydration and some weird mj that could be the culprit.

lying down

Mad props

"do you know what props mean?"

perhaps the most hysterical thing to be asked by a young-un.

my response, "doesn't that mean its totally rad, dude"

in truth the conversation never happened, however its still funny.
On a side note, i'm hit with the kryptonite at work and don't want to do anything. I actually had to re go thru this blog in order to make sure there was no info which could be misinterpreted by new readers...aka work people.

yea, if i get in trouble for any of this, mark my words, you will go down. It may be mentally, it may be your computer, it also may be my fist going through your face, while your getting into your apartment.

haha just kidding, i saw 4 brothers yesterday, explains the agressive violence.

ANYWAYS, back to reality and fake work.

do you know the muffin man???

i do...infact we used to hotbox the back of his entemann's truck.

Its friday...thank god.

ferry corsten - rock your body rock

i have spent soo long trying to find that song, a couple years, thanks pureDJ.com

payce kids i'm outta here