back in nyc, finally back on my regular schedule. during the past month i have realized a great number of things in my life.
1) there is hope.
2) i really like asian food
3) being clean actually isn't that boring
4) i want to be a better person
while this all seems fairly retarded to anyone who doesn't know me, anyone who does would actually know that number 2 is by far the most relevant.
the best thing to happen so far is the emergence of a new type of animal which i had thought was extinct. in reality it wasn't that it had ever gone extinct but only one had been caged and released into public view close to my proximity. The rest still live free and wild in their respective habitats. That inspired number 1 and also is slightly the catalyst for number 4.
its hard to stay straight, there are too many excuses that can be made and allow for a disallusioned, coma-esc way of detachment from reality. In the past this has been a crutch/excuse and reason for not attempting to acheive. I've come to see that if you dont confront your fear, then you alone will be full responsible for your malcontent. I don't want to live a life of what-ifs. And so number 3 is relevant in my progression to v2.0
anyways cheers bitches,
time to make some moves, i can't handle workin for the man specially since he gets paid 10 times more than i do for the work i'm doing.
this time next year, a race for the prize. finally found something worth fighting for.
flaming lips - superman
