the metamorphosis

back in nyc, finally back on my regular schedule. during the past month i have realized a great number of things in my life.

1) there is hope.
2) i really like asian food
3) being clean actually isn't that boring
4) i want to be a better person

while this all seems fairly retarded to anyone who doesn't know me, anyone who does would actually know that number 2 is by far the most relevant.

the best thing to happen so far is the emergence of a new type of animal which i had thought was extinct. in reality it wasn't that it had ever gone extinct but only one had been caged and released into public view close to my proximity. The rest still live free and wild in their respective habitats. That inspired number 1 and also is slightly the catalyst for number 4.

its hard to stay straight, there are too many excuses that can be made and allow for a disallusioned, coma-esc way of detachment from reality. In the past this has been a crutch/excuse and reason for not attempting to acheive. I've come to see that if you dont confront your fear, then you alone will be full responsible for your malcontent. I don't want to live a life of what-ifs. And so number 3 is relevant in my progression to v2.0

anyways cheers bitches,

time to make some moves, i can't handle workin for the man specially since he gets paid 10 times more than i do for the work i'm doing.

this time next year, a race for the prize. finally found something worth fighting for.

flaming lips - superman

i'm goin goin back back to NYC

yo this was a fun stunt, but once again i've hit the threshold of sanity... i like this city and these people, they're great. but i guess like my life i gravitate towards garbage.

So...what this means, is i really don't give a fuck about anything. I live from one chemical intoxication from another. LOL which means that tonite, decimal scale is slowly moving towards binary. i gotta give props to my boy Ram for that one, no beer goggles, you just go from decimal to binary.

0 or 1 its pretty simple. In other hilarity i got wasted well not really wasted but enough drinks with my co-workers that i was dying laughing, lol, the points system. Dude i wish i grew up in Holland, some hilarious stories.

If i got choose a coast, i gotta choose the EAST, cause i live out there! SO DON'T GO THERE!

the truth is i am a bad person. These people don't seem to realize that. Its too bad,

They say choose life, i say fuck making a choice.

Blues in Singapore

I'm probably bouncing out of here soon, like this weekend, because my client is a bunch of idiots. And so my love affair with this fun city will come to an end.


cheers

Movin' thru Space and Time

Singapore is the place of V2.0
~ applicable rhymes of the moments~

I'm a travellin' man
Movin through places, space and time
Gotta lotta things i got to do

This confrontation
This is the daily operation
A concentration
Stay focused on my recitation
'Bout to reach my destination with the balls of hesitation
Baby make the preperation 'cuz this ain't no recreation
This is Pro Ball!
And we lettin you know y'all
At the show y'all
Doin' this for dough y'all
Get the phone call
And I'm ready to blow y'all
'Bout to go y'all
Been a pleasure to know y'all

I'll be back to you
All over the world we go
DC all over the world we go
VA all over the world we go
London all over the world we go
Japan we go over the world we go
Paris we go over the world we go

More Mos For ya'

I don't hate playas, I don't love the game
I'm the shot clock, way above the game
To be point blank with you motherfuck the game
I got all this work on me, I ain't come for play
You can show the little shorties how you pump and fake
But dog, Not to def, I'm not impressed
I'm not amused, I'm not confused, I'm not to dude
I'm grown man business, and I am not in school
Put your hand down youngin' this is not for you!

Singapore

So i've been workin like a mad man in Singapore, and one thing i must say is that this place is slightly weird but precariously awesome.

I can't really grasp what it is, perhaps the western like influences of Sir Raffles and the Brits which are intertwined with the populace of primarily Asian origin. It remind me of New York as in you see a lot of cultural mixing, however blantantly different as the cultures mixing are very different.

I went out for the first time, and it was quite nice. The club, Attica, had a very similar feel to clubs in Delhi, Bombay and a touch of Tokyo. One thing about the desi people out here is that they carry themselves in a way that is very different than in the states. The sub-cultures which have developed in the states, i.e. Blindians and IAP(indian american princess) don't seem to be here.

IAP girls have been predominantly the reason i can't stand most desi girls i know in the states. Anyways i think that the girls here are much more confident in themselves and don't show a lot of those attributes. Anyways, i will pontificate later in further experiences, as i now must get ready to go out.

Cheesr

Londonstani

Yo, london is the shit, i've been here for 4 days and been working like a banshee, there is just something about londoners which is like more than new yorkers.

I lost my fuckin camera batter adapter so i can't take and photos, FUCK. i'm goin to try and find a place today.


Cheers

move over

Alright, so if you don't know then there is a reason. But my current situation has put me into a position with an oppurtunity.

So first of all, my boy is a promoter in the city, which is fabulous since he get me into clubs and shit. While he's a brilliant business man, lacks the saavy of the techno-nerd, which i have ample amounts of. So after scrutinuzing the competition, there is a site out there. clubplanet.com

They have a shitload of venues, they are aiming at profits of 22 millino this year alone. They offer a number of services which are well beyond anything we want to deal with. However an oppurtunity exists for a geographically based system which ties in new technologies no one has even thought of.

Actions

one of my favorite comments is

actions speak louder than words

and while its blantantly obvious what it means, i find the majority of people either (1) believe it, but feel as though it doesn't affect them or (2) can not deal with the inference that people don't want to hear them talking.

I for one, talk a lot, i know it, blabbering about random shit all the time. However i don't feel that i fall entirely into the second category, only because when push comes to shove, i do back up words with action, or at the lease admit my inability to follow through.

The main group this affects are the fools out there who constantly are in denial that they are incapable of change or at the very least the change is difficult. While anyone who knows me knows i am a pessimist and generally negative. Don't look at me like that, its true, you probably are a piece of shit, but pretend to not be. Holden Caulfied in nature, i think most people are phonies.

i think its from living in the city, where everyone wants to pretend they are someone they're not. start taking action people instead of pretending.

that goes for me too...

rebirth

full circle, rebirth

v 2.0 will eclipse the competition

cheers bitches

Ol Skool Videos

Back in the day this was one of our anthems, with my inability to actually put content on this spot i'm going to take the short cut like usual and post this dope video.

cheers